Oh oh oh its this time of the year
A very so merry night we hold dear
So many so many regrets bring me to tears
Not many not many notice nor care
Oh oh oh my savior
Oh oh oh why does a common fire have so much power
If only 
We could be 
Forever naive and pure
If only
We could lead 
Painless futures
If only
There could be
A forgiving world
Maybe maybe that was when
I chose to stay fallen
Lights
A star
A voice
A twisted thought
A touch
A kiss
A distorted dream
Ripples 
A well
A stone
A multiplying desire
A fruit
A sin
A holy mother 
Im infected Im infected
You have invaded and recreated me
Stepped over my body
Found a sunny spot
Curled into a ball
Spinning out the silk 
From my head to toe
Inside the warm cocoon I dreamt to be like you
Though I know theres no undo
What do I have left to lose
Split
A sky
An earth
I fell into a crack
A birth
An egg
A freshly opened membrane
A cell
A rot
A face returned to ashes
A wound
An art
A sentient canvas
Breaking breaking breaking the shell
Breaking out oh break it now
Show me how show me how
Listen up my broken child
Lets lament 
Lets lament 
The life the death the good the bad
The neverending curse we cast
Control control control release
Control betray control let go
Conceal reveal unreal surreal
Invoke evoke decode reload
Lets lament 
Lets lament 
The past that only got to live in the incomplete holy land
Celestial
Were astral
Im reborn
Total liberation
My tender skin
A vagitus song
I breathed
And screamed
From my new luuuuungs
